Vendredi 20.Fev 2026 ^20:29

Would you rather :

a)end all World wide suffering by absorbing it in your body (sponge like)
OR
b)get rich but you have to kill every world wide newborns with your hands

Mercredi 18.Fev 2026 ^23:03

While cleaning my sewing box, I couldn't find a tiny box or support for my needles... So I took a piece of foam that was laying round XD. Sometimes, you have to wing it...

Mercredi 18.Fev 2026 ^10:02

I made myself some guacamole,... not exactely authentic, but it was still yummy :).

Also... Do you like ... ... my ... ... ... .. . Death Note mug ?

Mercredi 11.Fev 2026 ^13:44

I've drew Mondo and Taka designs to compare the two :

I already wrote what I wanted to say, but I think I can write bit more (besides, it was what I thinking when drawing them, so at the time).
Distrust Mondo had a nice design but I dislike his hair XD it's kind of ugly... it look like a bigass horn/axe on his head, it's ridiculous (more than his final haircut), so I kindof improvised... lol
Now thinking about it, his haircut ressemble Amon demon XD
Taka is as great as ever, I actually like the student uniform more than the current one, interesting that it got change into a white one ? Like ying and yang XD. Also, the first time I seen his Distrust design, he reminded me of Astroboy lol, I wonder if some of the character were inspired by these characters ?...

Oh and Monohito DISGUSTING flesh design is here too...

Current ones. I wanted Mondo to have a slight tan, but it came out darker on the computer screen than on my tablet (!), but it's ok. Also, what's up with me drawing mullet on Mondo ? lol. Oh well...
Also I just notice that Taka's eyebrows were of opposite shape in both drawing (← unintentional). I also don't really like how I drew Taka's hair... hmmm, still cute.
^{note to self: the airbrush is not as good as I thought, it's not that bad, but it look kind of shitty... It's ok though, since it was a bit of an experiment...}

Mardi 10.Fev 2026 ^20:49

Dinner : pasta + avocado slices (yum)

Lundi 09.Fev 2026 ^11:50

My mother just informed me that she had entered menopause. Well, it was casual the way she had said it, which is good, I guess, I don't think it should a subject of shame nor ridicule (women still gets the bronx of it anyway), but it made me a bit sad, since it's a sign my mother is ageing (still beautiful in my head). I don't want to think about it (well, no one wants too either), but will come the day my mother will pass away, and I really cannot wrap my head around that, how can people die ? I mean they do all the time, by the time you'v done reading this, at least 10 person had died. I can't help but feel extremely sad for the dead, even though, I don't and will never get to know them.
Death makes no sense, or maybe I just cannot accept it, since it doesn't make any sense (← loop of thought). I don't really know how I'll cope when that day will come, since I already don't cope with everyday life well...
I assume it's the same for others, but it feels like they don't see the way I do (well of course, they don't since their red isn't my red), but it gets really lonely.
I have hobbies and reading to keep me sane so it's not a big deal now, but it's gonna suuuccckkk for future me lol. Present me is chilling. I wonder if she's going to come back to this and leave an angry edit XD that would be awfully funny... ... bittersweet.

If you are reading this in the future or what, please don't feel as defeated ! Keep going ! It's worth it ! Together, we can make it ! We had difficulties in the past, but the future is brighter !
I can already predict my future's self reaction : (crying but happy) Thank you Gwen, I really needed to hear that. And then I reply with : but don't worry, we are not alone ! keep going, don't give up !

Lundi 09.Fev 2026 ^10:00

Mondo... ... ... ... Oowada... ... cutest tsundere biker bad boy
... ... ... Kiyokuntaka-sama ... ... Ishimaru... .... cutest p(r)erfect student
... ... ... ...


Makoto... ... ... Naegi.. .. ... the most oblivous dumbass ever ... ...

#boys #cute

Lundi 09.Fev 2026 ^04:00

I was curious and looked up the porn categories of U.S states, and why almost all the southern states had "ebony"/"black" has theirs top searches ? What the hell is going on in their head ?

#Racism horshoe theory ? #or is it some sort of sick perverted reverse psychology #so fucking odd lmao #but then they are american so it checks out #noticing noticing

Samedi 07.Fev 2026 ^08:40

Just woke up and the first thing I see on TV is a bunch of naked Finns in a saunat... What kind of documentary my mom was watching ? XD

Finns : Tyttö... .... Come to Suomi.
Me : No, I-I don't think I will.

Sometimes I forget that the Nordics? Finns are way more open minded when it comes to nakedness... I don't think we should do the same.

Also, nothing beat warm tea on a cold february morning.

Jeudi 05.Fev 2026 ^14:18

XD Taka is ready ! Also, look at Hina lol, that would also be my reaction.
Makoto is slumped, Mondo is judgemental and Togami is jealous of Taka's physical prowess. And Kuma looks round and tiny ♡. Reminds me of my highschool best friend who brought her monokuma plushie to school, and i used to say that he was pregnant lol.

Jeudi 05.Fev 2026 ^06:55

Jeffrey Dahmer : ReBirth

Dimanche 01.Fev 2026 ^07:20

Jesus.

Dimanche 01.Fev 2026 ^06:56

I have decided to re-play Danganronpa, since I missed the interessting characters and I wanted to listen to the in-game music again (totally not because I partially forgotten the plot lol...).
It's still hold up, but that's not a big surprise. Now that I play it again, it reminds me alot of Ace Attorney (which I started to play, like, 3/4 months ago-ish ? I really need to catalog my activity, I'm so bad at it, and yet, I'm the one making list of things I've watched/played...Btw, I'm on episode 4, lol, it's been months, Edgeworth is sleeping on the cold hard floor of the detention for WEEKS XD Oh well, it looks like he already dislike me, so whatever, I'll save you when I feel like it.
Anyway, I'm replaying Dangan v1. Hard to think it's been 6 years ! I really want to punch myself for not drawing more fanarts before, but like I said, I was attending college, education over hobbies *cries*.
Doesn't matter, time isn't real anyway... ... ...but I still feel so lateeee, gahhh ! (← eternal internal personal conflict). Well, the best to do is enjoy the game and post scenes that made me laughed/that I liked :
Gahhh, so cute ❤︎! Polite & energetic people are the future of society XD Taka-sama is really the best character of the v1 cast.
Chihiro is a good second, after Taka. Him, Taka and Mondo are a trio that I wouldn't think would work but they do, and it's cute. Maybe I ought to do a tierlist ? Hina ! Princess★Donut lol Sakura ♡ Die.

XD ok, but the 1rst time I played Dangan, I really prayed to every God that Bitchass Togami would die too, buuuttt nooo, Taka had to die instead, and Chihiro, and Mondo (it was deserved), and Sakura (well...)... actually, everyone else, it would have been fine if ONLY Togami had died (I mean, he does have other siblings so, un Togami de perdu, 7 de retrouvés XD je suis horrible... But he's horrible too, so it's ok, it cancel out, it's like maths lol.
I was really disapointed to find out that he didn't die. When I'll get a time machine, I'll go to back to 2009 and force the devs to kill him (and Sayaka) haha, the timeline would be fucked, but it's for the good of humanity, and by humanity, I mean me(ㅅ´ ˘ `)...
I can't see what Toko see in him,... actually I do, because I used to have a crush on the same type of guy in middle school (arrogant, glasses and everything), how embarrassing... Oh well, live and learn.

Still, die Togami, die !

Jeudi 01.Janv 2026 ^05:00

Hello World ! (lol)
It's been a while since I came to my site haha,... It's been what now ? 5 years ? Jesus, time past by so fast (too fast for my own good), but I do have an explanation for my absence ! Well, I was in college to begin with and I had a buttload of work and new responsabilities (such as... um, well, living out of the parental house (that's one), and new classes, new studies,... well, you know how it goes, right ? Still I wish I was abit more pro-active and not left you to die though... lol, my bad. But hey, I'm still here, right ? (I still wish to have begin this earlier XD). Oh well, I have to let go of the conept of time, it's nothing in the grand scheme of things, but even though it is nothing, it's still so stressful. (¬_¬")
Whatever, better now than late, or never...

Oh well, look ! I reveamped the journal page.html, it's barebone but I don't mind it, substance over aesthetic XD ? *sigh* I still have so much to do though, but it's ok, I'll power though (you need to !).